hello my name is Lysa. Never going give you up never going to let you down. Never going to turn around and dessert you? I don’t know the rest of the song only the chorus lyrics and i don’t even know that well and also i don’t know how to spell words correctly thanks to autocorrect making me not having to memorise correct spelling or grammar. I just realised i spelt “gonna” once and used going the rest of the verse so i changed it now for consistency and now I'm thinking up new words to type to test how well i can type … technological advancements make it more difficult for me to learn AND retain information in my mind/notepad because i can simply “save for later” and rewatch/re-read again… and if i get curious i can use google or bing or youtube to learn but i don’t feel like I've really learned anything because i haven’t actually done that very thing myself, I'm just waiting for my time to shine, and i worry when exactly my time to shine is and who’s calling me out there for a challenge fit for Lysa [MIDDLE NAME REACTED] Ali… and until then I'm just looking up trivial facts for the sake of “learning something new” and by that i mean I'm “learning for the sake of learning” and not “learning for a specific job that i want or need to do…”
i cannot believe i did a type test after a existential thought about keyboards and technological advancements from a mini video. the internet has indeed ruined me and i wish i could either disconnect more, or find healthy solutions that make me feel empowered again.
for the record: i type APPARENTLY like a T-Rex but that's only because I get OCD about spelling.
IDAFF about grammar about capital letter any more, and YES I've seen that "uncle Jack" meme which is why i use capital letter for nouns, pronouns and acronyms AND FOR EMPHASIS. because i figured out how i talk from writing these blogs and realised that context is more important than The Rules.
i haven't CHOSEN to use Times New Roman for a long time. I've been using Calibri because it's the new default, but Arial is decent too, maybe even better if you like BIGGER characters. before Calibri I've been using Arial Rounded Bold because again: BIG LETTERS and BOLDNESS and also because people hate Comic sans and this kinda felt like a loophole. IDK who uses Helvetica. Hipsters, maybe? they like to stand out from the crowd with like-minded people, but that only forms another type of crowd. so why not "chamelonise" yourself and walk in and out crowds as you like?
oh wait, some people have attachment issues and don't like it when people act like they have their own life and want to experience new things and meet new people.
the first font i genuinely like was Microsoft Sans. again: it was BIG. it was BOLD and it felt like a loophole to not using Times New Roman for class, but since everybody used Comic Sans to match the teacher, and I didn't want to be a sheep, found other fonts that were simple because that's just who I am: not a sheep, but also not too different to sheep because I was too raised in a flock. examples include goats, llamas, alpacas (except not really because I'm short) cats, dogs and foxes behave similarly and I just vibe with their thoughts. small rodents too, just not insects because they die too quickly... and not just because we squish them.
